Here we are at 13 weeks and 3 days, getting pretty close to the end of this arbitrarily segregated 'trimester', will be glad to see the back of it .... specially if the morning sickness DOES actually go, as per various smug peoples' claims.... Also, if my body actually takes on some sort of more-interesting form, that would also be good as it's pretty boring just being a bit ill (even quite a bit ill) and a bit pudgy .... Some sort of visible manifestation of the Midglet would be nice, it's been so long since we were trying so hard to conceive, that I'm losing touch with what is growing inside me. It was easier to maintain the connection to the little clump of cells I was so painfully aware of, focusing so strongly on. Well, Lambykins is much more than a bunch of cells now, s/he is flesh and bone, plenty of muscles, sinew, nerves, blood, guts - everything, just in tiny dolls-house proportions. I of course am NOT a dolls-house, so I am unsure how to connect to Lambykins this week, I know s/he is there and moving about, but I can't reach him/her. It's still over a month before the baby can hear me I believe.
I'm really pleased that the kidney infection has gone. I am ready to do stuff now, wonder what I'll do .... I have SUCH a long list of things that need to be done.
Perhaps the market first.
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