I think I just heard the baby's heartbeat!

Well I found a way to stop being sad ... it's not cheap, its costing us £20 a month ... but the foetal doppler arrived this afternoon, and I think I found the baby's heartbeat!! 

Hurrah!!! 

And Mamma reckons she can help me modify my old clothes ... so I guess I have the doppler instead of new stuff, but I don't care!!! The baby's alive!!! 

So, great stuff lined up for this weekend:

1. Impress Iain with Lambykins' heartbeat (mine can't be 161 for sure, that's the baby, mine is the 80 reading, right??) 
2. Watch the Bahrain GP yessss
3. Bake cakes when the Ocado delivery comes tonight
4. Make ice cream - Nani's ice cream maker works! And cos I'm making this stuff it can be pretty low GL
5. Watch Lost with Iain
6. Eat crispy duck this weekend yaay! While we watch the GP maybe? Hmm might be too distracting so maybe not, I'm so torn
7. Go to the Babycalming workshop tomorrow
8. Order my pregnancy pillow 
9. Keep singing along to Diana Ross and Elvis as they seem to chase the blues away! (Try this, you'll see: "Don't you know, we're caught in a trap and every time you touch me, I become a hero" - sing them together you know it makes sense!!)

And apparantly Julie and Anne-Marie are gonna hang out with me soon - Yippee. Mamma is going to try and go to the Hypnobirthing Coffee Morning with me in April, and I'm definitely going in to the BL next week ... I really have to. So a chance to end the darkness, or hold it off at least. I need to not think about test results for Thursday. Who knows if I have the parvovirus or not. I'm impressed the hospital called the GPs to give them the heads up. Maybe I AM being cared for like a human being for once ...